Hugs and Kisses

Kiss me one more time, my sweet love

Just one more sweet embrace my lovely

Dont leave me here, alone in the dark

Just kiss me again, my handsome prince

Embrace me again my beautiful seraph

Just one more for the road

Im searching,

But I never find what Im looking for

Why wont you stay here with me

Come and cuddle me, my lovely

Come and sit with me my beauty

I just want to see your smiling face again

Just to kiss your sweet lips again

One last sweet kiss

Rest your head on my shoulder my warrior

Your battle has ended now

Come rest with me my sweet beloved

It is time to sleep now

Come sleep beside me my enticing wonder

Come sleep now on my warm bed

Dream your dreams of far out wonders

Your dreams of you and me

Embrace me again my sweet love

Kiss me two times my lovely

Kiss me again my king of hearts

So I can taste your sweet lips one last time

Dont leave me behind when youre gone...

- SZ                  3/21/03

Old Wounds

7/21/03

It hurts inside

My heart

My soul

The sight of you makes me sick

It makes my stomach twist and turn

You've hurt me before

And it still hurts now

The wound is still there

Because you're still turning the knife

Please... just let me die...

Without You

7/21/2003

You're not here

And you won't be here

Without you...

An eerie silence creeps upoun us

I need you

Without you...

Everything falls apart

I want you

Without you...

It's not as much fun to sit here alone again

I miss you...

"Untitled"

7/21/2003

They towered above us

They set our standards

They left a mark with cannot be removed

They tortured us

They helped us

They stepped on us

And they picked us up

I miss the seniors...